Yeah you can kill me now. -_-

I can't even begin to describe how sorry I am. Truly I am.

Heres a little equation of my life

High School + Homework + Chores + D in Language Arts = Grounded beyond compare.

I haven't even got any new video games since, I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER! :< How sad it that! I don't think KH counts since I preordered it and practically begged my mom for it. Whoooooo my life sucks.

I hate High School. I absolutley hate it. It needs to crawl into a hole and die.

I seem to be getting all my advice from guys. OMG NO WAI!?!? Right? XD Hahaha but yeah I'm getting advice from Jacob (known him since 4th grade) Matt (my boy hahaha JK but he's my good friend (: ) and Chad (my newest friend. He's my little emo boy XD He's also a Sophomore)

But yeah they've been giving me advice and it's sad I can't trust any girls with info like this. I can't trust girls that easily anymore. I mean I can be friends with them and all and hang out with them and talk about how Riah keeps dying her hair so many funky shades but I can never truly "connect" with them.

Like back at my other school (before Terramar) I used to be friends with all the guys. Mainly because all the girls were bitches. XD Now that reversed in Terramar. All the guys were assholes and the girls were cool. But it's reversed AGAIN. Now the guys are cooler! Hahaha XD

But you know what REALLY sucks about all this? Jacob loves me. I swear he does and he always has. Chad likes me too but is hesitant because of past relationships. And Matt? A COMPLETE FUCKING MYSTERY! I swear he is! Like one minute he'll show that he likes me and then be cruel the next. T_T But Matt is mean. It's his personality and I don't really mind it. But I gotta fricken know if he likes me or not! XD

Art? Hahahahahahahahaha I've got my Tablet working but there is NO time to work on anything. It sucks balls my friends. It truly does. :<

Damn. On Wednesday there is no school. Yay....not. I can't do anything! Nothing! But I want toooooo so bad!

ef - A Tale of Memories is so sad! I cried when I watched it! Chihiro how could you do that to your lover boy?!?! And geezuuuss I had no clue she was old enough for that kind of stuff either. She looks 14 and she's getting it on with her lover boy. Hahaha XD

Oh dand I have to go now. BYE! I lurve you!

~C-A